Secret insight

In the comments to this recent post, Mike made some great remarks (emphasis mine):

For American Evangelicals, it seems that the journey metaphor is dominant, though not in as much in the sense of an ascent. I don’t know how to articulate this entirely, but it seems as if there is a sense in which people expect “growth” and “sanctification” to include, perhaps not secret knowledge, but maybe, secret feelings or secret insight. People expect change in their spiritual lives. Granted that change is inevitable, but I’m wondering if this has anything to do with the willingness of people to follow fads and change church bodies so readily.

I know exactly what Mike means about “secret feelings or secret insight.” In a lot of ways, throughout my teen years in nondenominational megachurches, this is what it meant for me to be faithful. It was very important that I always be learning something new–without those flashes of light, I felt like I was losing all vitality as a Christian.

I’m glad I don’t see things this way any longer. Learning new stuff is certainly not a bad thing. But keeping a list of our theological insights as a barometer for the work of the Holy Spirit just doesn’t work. In fact, scripture emphasizes time and again that we ought to be fools for Christ. I don’t know all that phrase entails, but I can bet it’s not code for “becoming more insightful.”

I’ve been tagged for 8 random things

Here are 8 random things, as I have been tagged by The Queen. I have no idea who to tag, since I’m very unpopular and have received my tag long past the induction of this meme and everyone has done it already.

1. I have no idea how to work this blog. I have to have Rob resign me in all the time because I can never remember my username or password. I’m sure it drives him nuts. Right now it is stuck in HTML mode and I don’t know how to change it back.

2. Once I tried to teach myself CSS. That’s the only thing that helps me out when things like my blog going wonky happen. I can do just enough simple code to make things post.

3. Elise’s picture is going to be posted on the Thursday Gratuitous Cute Kid Picture at Anti-Racist Parent tomorrow. That’s pretty cool.

4. I spent the whole morning cleaning up half full baskets of clean laundry.

5. I have a very messy house, and I cope by closing myself in here with the excuse that I’m watching my etsy store.

6. Olivia refuses to nap most days and in order for us to both get a break I let her watch TV.

7. I HATE it when I let Olivia watch TV.

8. I need to go to the grocery store really bad. We have no eggs, no fruit.